The only things I can pay attention to are the things that I like. Everything else gets dismissed. Not purposefully, of course. I am talking day to day life. I have a wonderful ability to put things aside, and go do what I see as important or worthy to me. Like the outside work, I love it. The inside work is sort of... boring. But I don't intend to do this in a selfish way. I love to listen and help when asked. Just in my solo world. (The one that doesn't see a mess) Life is just interesting stories (don't make me edit though), observations and creations. Cleaning is not creative. Organizing, not interesting. And I observe, what I want to observe. I paint my life the colors and shapes that I wish to see.
For example. I thought I would blog tonight. It's the beginning of the next day. Why not? I could be more regimented and say, "No too late go to bed" But I don't say those things to myself. I just indulge on my whims.
So here: I broke out the camera and took these pictures of Tonka and Bella.
My house might have the smell of dog. I can't tell. I use febreeze in the event that my pooches might leave their pretty doggy scents on the furniture. You know they do.
Next I go hunting for something else to photograph. Oh pretty...
Horror movie music starts now:
Oh no... not pretty. The real me.
|I love my shabby chic desk, but it just looks shabby|
|nice smelling candles - this is ok|
|cool old Dodge truck keys - normal|
|two coffee cups - with stains|
|notes on the back of an envelope I am saving because I can't seem to "do" an address book|
|paperwork - not done - luckily no coffee stains, yet|
|this is so I can bring eggs to market - blank|
|this is for me to be registered with the MGR and register my goats - blank|
|a painting from my oldest that she gave to me when she moved out - un-framed or hung|
|saving money is good, but what is all the other crap?|
|see what I mean? something sparkly over here, no over there, no here|
|why on a desk?|
|real dust, not the fairy kind either|
|a half chewed dog bone... nice|
|laughing yet? it is on my desk because I took a picture of it tonight to ask my duck group if it was chicken or duck?|
|buddha still smiles|
|cards from my Mom|
|amber, because it is good stuff - the bottle caps, not so good|
|this is how I hang my amber, I only see amber, not boxes and water bottles|
|a loop to magnify my wares|
|stuff I am selling on eBay|
|I am a hot mess|
You might notice that my hands are stained. I have been shucking sunflowers for my flocks and herds. It is going to have to wear off, because it wont wash off. Mess, mess, mess.