I was sitting here thinking it had been awhile since I went bloggering. So here is what you get. The real life me, who is, probably ADHD, an Indigo Child, Dreamer, Artist and a true Air sign on the horoscope wheel. This is the dawning of the age of Aquarius. Right now, it is dawning on me.
The only things I can pay attention to are the things that I like. Everything else gets dismissed. Not purposefully, of course. I am talking day to day life. I have a wonderful ability to put things aside, and go do what I see as important or worthy to me. Like the outside work, I love it. The inside work is sort of... boring. But I don't intend to do this in a selfish way. I love to listen and help when asked. Just in my solo world. (The one that doesn't see a mess) Life is just interesting stories (don't make me edit though), observations and creations. Cleaning is not creative. Organizing, not interesting. And I observe, what I want to observe. I paint my life the colors and shapes that I wish to see.
For example. I thought I would blog tonight. It's the beginning of the next day. Why not? I could be more regimented and say, "No too late go to bed" But I don't say those things to myself. I just indulge on my whims.
So here: I broke out the camera and took these pictures of Tonka and Bella.
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| Bella |
Poor unloved dogs.
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| Tonka |
My house might have the smell of dog. I can't tell. I use febreeze in the event that my pooches might leave their pretty doggy scents on the furniture. You know they do.
Next I go hunting for something else to photograph. Oh pretty...
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| cuckoo shadow |
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| more pretty |
Horror movie music starts now:
Oh no... not pretty. The real me.
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| I love my shabby chic desk, but it just looks shabby |
Let us examine the messy desk. I can't blame it on anybody, but myself.
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| nice smelling candles - this is ok |
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| cool old Dodge truck keys - normal |
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| two coffee cups - with stains |
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| notes on the back of an envelope I am saving because I can't seem to "do" an address book |
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| paperwork - not done - luckily no coffee stains, yet |
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| this is so I can bring eggs to market - blank |
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| this is for me to be registered with the MGR and register my goats - blank |
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| a painting from my oldest that she gave to me when she moved out - un-framed or hung |
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| saving money is good, but what is all the other crap? |
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| see what I mean? something sparkly over here, no over there, no here |
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| why on a desk? |
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| real dust, not the fairy kind either |
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| a half chewed dog bone... nice |
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| laughing yet? it is on my desk because I took a picture of it tonight to ask my duck group if it was chicken or duck? |
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| buddha still smiles |
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| cards from my Mom |
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| amber, because it is good stuff - the bottle caps, not so good |
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| this is how I hang my amber, I only see amber, not boxes and water bottles |
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| a loop to magnify my wares |
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| stuff I am selling on eBay |
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| I am a hot mess |
You might notice that my hands are stained. I have been shucking sunflowers for my flocks and herds. It is going to have to wear off, because it wont wash off. Mess, mess, mess.
